to RRW..

to be honest,i still cant believe that she's more important than me in ur heart..
i still cant accept the fact that u love her more than me..
i still cant accept the fact that u had totally thrown me away..
i miss u,i really do..cant u feel it?
i've been asking myself to forget about u,
i've been asking myself to ignore u,
but i just cant.
i really hate the fact that i still love u after all the things that u've done..
everything that i do is bad,and everything that she do is nice to u,right?
what am i to u?
a trash?
a tissue? where u can use me whenever u want and throw me away when u've done?
its hurt,do u know that?
u are my first love,and i used to hope that u're gonna be the last..
but everything is impossible now..
we cant go back to what we used to be..
i..really hope u would come back to me..
i really really hope u would realized i love u more than her..
i've turn into a fool for u.
i cant believe i cried during exams because of your words.
i really should forget u.
i cant hurt myself any further.
lets stop talking to each other forever.
if we bump into each other one day,lets pretend that we never know each other.
we're gonna be stranger from now on.
u and me,its over.
those words,i hope it will become true.
i really hope i can forget about u..
thanks for giving me this bitter love. :)
its hurt,its really hurt.
if only u can feel how hurt i am now.
faking my smile for my own sake.
laughing infront of people eventhough its hurt deep inside my heart.
tomorrow is the end for everything.
lets live our own live.
take care.