i thought we would never talk to each other again.
i thought i would never saw your face again.
i thought u had stop sending me those messages.
but,i think i'm wrong.
when i wake up this morning,i thought i would live my life happily.
im gonna be happy like always,chilling with my classmates,having a lovey dovey fight with wawa,shouting at my roommate,teasing my housemate,eat my favourite chicken,go to the boring class,and sleep.
but then,i saw your private message on my facebook.
my heart beat so fast when i saw the message is from u.
i thought u hate me already..i thought u said that u won't and will never talk to me again.
but what happen now?
the moment i read the message,my heart beats really fast.
i feel like i've been running for 3 hours.
i seriously didn't saw that coming.
i tried my best to forget u.
i don't want to cry because of u again.
u didn't worth my tears.
but,u ruin everything.
the moment u begin to talk to me again,i realize something bad.
i realize how much i miss u,i realize that actually,i still love u.
i'm lying to myself saying i didn't love u anymore,saying i forget about u already.
damn!~ i never forget about u.
i never stop loving u.
all of sudden,our memories come back into my mind.
and now,i'm crying,because of u...again.
i can't run away from u anymore..i can't do it,because i really miss u.

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,bantulah aku lupakan dia..i can't bear this pain anymore.."